Monday was of course raining like it's been for the last few days. A girl really cant catch a break with NY weather. Everyone was walking around with their HUNTER rain boots. I want a pair so bad I almost ordered a pair but they didn't have my size.
Honestly since i've been in NY I have been more fashion conscience, if you don't look good its like a crime here. Im right now debating on dying my hair light brown or getting my highlights done. How sad is that my life has come to shoes and hair. O well lets see how the weekend goes and if I really make my wait to the hair dresser. I have Omar's cousins wedding this weekend and a birthday party so I must look somewhat presentable.
Today was ok… I spoke to Omar for a bit and got some new pictures of him from a friend.
Omar and Stg. Zelbtz
Omar's has this presence about him, that even in the worst situation he can still brighten up the room. His personality is one of the 1st things that attracted me to him. He makes me smile when I'm mad, laugh when I'm sad, and feel giddy even when I miss him so much it hurts. I'm thankful everyday we speak because I know its just another day closer till I can touch him. I long just a hug. I ask him all the time "coming ova"? Because all I want is a hug and then he can go back to where ever the world needs him. I can accept what he dose because I know he has a job to do, and that job in the long run might save a little boy from growing up and not have to live in fear or live with hate.
One day closer … keein rollin
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